checking my mooring ropes

not wobbling, exactly, over the last few days. more feeling fragile, vulnerable to the whims of the elements.

eg feeling the need to email Belle daily with the sober updates whereas in the run up to 100 it was every few days.

staying close to home physically and emotionally. trying to get my crap done. article here on avoiding relapse drift. checking those ropes. checking in. staying here.

thanks, as always, for being here too. it is never ever taken for granted.